I dont want to scare anyone off or so but its getting slightly strange even to my own standards.

Before the concert in Helsinki, two days earlier I had the strangest, most vivid dream since many moons. The dream was colourful, not black and white as usually. In the dream the people had faces, not as usually when they sort of “end” by the shoulders 🙂

The dream was so marchmellowy, warm, calm, happy and so very realistic that after I woke up I had to have a few moments to sort of shake myself out of it. It was so real I was unsure if its real life or dream! One usually doesnt remember the dreams, right? In the dream there was sunny weather, summer, lightly dressed people. I greet someone at airport. He comes to me arms wide, gives me the biggest hug ever. We know eachother well, just havent seen a week or so. Its Johnny Depp. We go to a seclusive beach here, in one of the colder countries, and there is handful of people. I see vividly Johnnys sister Christy. She is shining like X-mas bauble, so very happy. She is, as I have said earlier, the toughest gal I have seen. I could feel her through the screen when she gave her testimony on the stupid trial. 

It turns out we have eloped and now starts ceremony.

Well, I say yes to that!

Johnny said to me “Where were you so long, my love. I love you to the moon and back. And few more runs around the moon”

Then I look down and I see I am expecting. Some 5 or 6 months along. Johnny is cuddling me, holding me tight and whispering some sweet nothings to my ears. I am in heaven. He is godsend. He is god. And I am goddess. Finally! Then I see there is one two-year old kid running to Johnny, calling him daddy! Well, isnt that a perfect dream!!

Well, I say yes to that too!

Then I wake up. To the constant battle of everyday. But I carry that dream with me now for a few days already. I love that dream. What if. What if he actually finds this blog and writes me. What if the dream becomes true. Could be, that in fact I am not the kind of person to live alone. Though I like it a lot, i would like someone close to share it with. Maybe. I dont know. Could be he finds me to be like someone straight from hell 🙂

But I shall work forward the dream to come true. Keep tidy at all times, in case he actually shows up. Like a movie!

Oh, indeed a good idea for the movie!!! New era Cinderella story!!! Nutcase from deep countriside meets a worldwide legend and they live happily ever after!

Selfnote. We all know that after significant amount of wine or beer the last night, a few megapints as whole world now calls it, it is always good to engage in some physical activities. For instance mowing lawn, or sit in sauna or have sex if you have anything apart of your own hands available … in general something that makes you drink wast amounts of water. However, be aware that this day you stink as hell. So if you have no means to shower or splash some water on to your important bits, stay an extra distance off from your comrades 🙂

With that note,

Once again to Johnny: themaddesthattereverseen@gmail.com

Halleluja!

Love and all,