Everything turning into a spring. The tiny birds appeared. They sing like mad. Which is good. It’s not pitchdark anymore! Which is good because then I don’t go back to bed after morning coffee. I have been doing this for months now – wake up at 6, run errands in the morning, make breakfast, put on washingmashine and diswasher and! – go back to bed at 9. Love the still warm bed, some sort of magic mattrass I have, climb in and enjoy. Vaguely remember that time in the morning was the best for getting dirty. Now I think I am becoming a virgin again. I am sure it’s possible. Or, I might be the first on Earth to do that. Not complaining though ;). Only pity to waste the talent.

Was being too early with my celebration of the spring. Because the snow is back. Blizzard actually and minus 20 C at nights. So getting back depressed a bit as there is no sun again. I don’t mind if there is snow if the sun is up also. I counted in January we had some fifteen hours of sunshine total. Whole month! That is probably the main reason people in the norther bits of world are so depressed. It’s blody dark when you wake up and go to work or school or whatever you do… and by the time you get out of office or school – surprise! – it’s dark again! That is also the reason we take the magic pill of vitamin D as its highly recommended by doctors. I would actually make it obligatory because it’s effects are clearly visible. The skin and the mood of a person who is not takind vitamin D pills are grey. Literally both. And within three days of taking the pill the skin gets better and mood is back to normal. The most visible is the exhaustion of people here. Exhausted, tired, moody, sad, just constantly pissed off on everything, all the bad things at once. And being poor is not helping much. Just few days back there was news that we are in the most expensive country in Europe. And the poorest at the same time. Let me tell you – it’s not the news for us. If your income is 700 Euros per month and rent is 450 Euros per month then even firstgrader can understand that the remaining is not very big sum. 

Tribute to Jeff Beck in London Royal Albert Hall was just announced. That sounds like dream come true. I bet by the time the sales open for public the tickets are all gone. Especially considering the lineup. Lovely idea and glad the biggest supporters have composed themselves so fast after his passing. Can’t be easy. It never is. I was out of order for years after moms’ passing. I wish I could go. I shall try for sure. Always loved London, especially in springtime. I love being anonymous there and the fun part that the chances of anyone speaking my language is one in a million. 

Or speaking russian. That language today makes me throw up. For obvious reasons. I can’t stand the inborn arrogance and ignorance most of the russians have. We have the touragencies now advertising some trips to Greece or Turkey even adding such line to the ad of some hotelcomplexes: “no russian customers”. Whick means even greek and turkish people have understood the manners of the people from this shithole of a country called Ruzzia and cancelling the orders a clients from there. Because of the complaints submerging not only now after they started war, but looooong before! I have even complained about drunk ruzzians yapping, screaming and beating eachother…. Yes, that is their understanding of vacation. I am struggling even writing the name of the country with capital letter. That has been and is their way of life. The culture they claim they carry. Culture of beating, rape and killing everything they see including babies, with a touch of stealing, robbing. We know this culture for last 80+ years. But somehow they are not able to understand that they are the bad guys. Go figure. I hope they rot alive. The normal ones, as one guy from Moscow said, are mere 20% of all of the people. If russian says it…. then I take it’s true. My own experience is rather similar. In addition to being minority they have one trait that the orcs don’t: they speak/ read/ understand at least one more language hence they can read news that are not produced by ministry of propaganda. And another trait they have: brainwashed propagandist and talking heads hate them. And that is why they keep low. Unfortunately. I hope more normal people will come out though orcs have emptied the prisons and now unfortunately there is again space to imprison the normal ones…. damn. Clever little fuckers them orcs.

Slava Ukraini!

Glory to Georgia!