I just realised few things. Will put them down here one by one and explain a bit.

I could never live in Poland, or Italy. Or USA. Disasterous amount of people. Disasterous amount of religious people. Disasterous set up of mix of arrogance, stupidity and fakeness. Can you stay calm when people tell you religion is the most important thing on earth, that mysterious guy called Jesus is the basis of all of our lives and every non-christian (and non-religious in general) is lost and will live in hell ever after. Well. Let me tell you. There are people sane yet. People who don’t need to be threatened by furnace of hell in order to behave well and have high morals and just understanding of the world. In fact, it is pretty stupid for religious people to think everyone else is stupid :). In the end, your arrogance will slap you hard in the face when you realise there is no god, no heaven, no nothing. Nothing except your arrogance, suppressing women, fucking altarboys – all YOU, religious people do because – surprise, surprise – you honestly believe one guy 2000+ yrs ago sacrifised himself for your inability to keep you dick in the pants around kids. Same with 99% of all religion. Maybe buddism is normal for normal people. Because yes, religious people are not normal. They are, on the contrary, morally broke and only seek justice for their fucked up thoughts and acts. No atheist needs to be threatened with forever hell to do right. No atheist needs to be pleased or promised of heaven to do right. We have common sense for that. Not a religious persons non stop seeking for reasoning from mighty “god” to do evil. 

Does not matter really what religion you take – it’s all to cover up evil. Female genital mutilation – I mean… it’s still going on. Fucking altarboys – check. Kids trafficing – check. Suppressing women to wear bedsheets, beaten by men (to death aswell) work for men, birth as many as possible and then become disposable – check, check, check. That’s just plain evil acts hidden behind “religion”, faith, god. In general all religious people are retarded in various levels. What ever you call it. Brainwashed, retarded, mentally challenged. It shows. Not one sane adult person can believe fairytales to such extent. Not one sane person believes in Santa after childhood.

Pissed off on these fake people hiding behind their god saviour. That is the negative side of travelling. Because when travelling it’s always recommended to go off the so called beaten track. Which means to get the real feeling of any place you go, you should try to blend in to locals. Eat like locals, live like locals, do like locals do. And that also means to avoid the fancy glass towers that are the hotels meant for the rich travellers. I try to sneak to the locals, wander off the tourist-infested places, but then every time you visit a new place you really don’t know yet where is what. 

They say don’t go to one and the same place more than once. I like the other way around! I love to study the place longer, see it’s changes over the seasons or over the years. I tend to go back to the places I am sure are nice for me. This is why I am going back to the places I call MY. My London, my Malta, my Paris, my Poland. My place. My place is where I know my way around, where is nice and calm, where the people are nice and calm too. 

Today was snowing again. It’s May. MAY! Came back from a trip to Rome. Rome was hot for us, comparing to the actual snow we have it feels like anywhere else is better life. I like four seasons but hell, winter used to be over by April. I used to go to swim in the sea in April. Now we have snow in May. We are having our usual shitty skiing weather. Sometimes it makes me sad that the weather is changing so radically within just one persons lifetime. I wonder what it will be like in some 20 years, 30 years, or 50 years. If lucky I will see some of it. The cold is the main reason I travel. Obviously to the direction to warmth. I like to travel most in autumn or spring, because then the difference in temperatures is not so extreme as in winter. And therefore the chances of becoming ill during the extreme change of temperature is not so high. I have always caught cold when I travel in winter. Either on the way to some warm country or right when I come back into the freezing cold. It’s funny when you board the plane in Malaysia or Egypt having shorts and flipflops on and then land in the country where is snow up until hips. Then you wait for your luggage… that usually arrives but…… Then you get your suitcases, and when you have some experience you just open one and take out your full wintergear…. and in the waiting hall everyone starts to dress up. It looks like kindergarden pre-lunch garden break, clothers boots, flipflops everywhere!

I hope it will be warmer soon, not zero Celsius for another two weeks. Anyways, stay warm and cool!

XOXOX