Everyone who has some co-excistance experience in life sure has received the mighty silent treatment. Or is it correct to say silence treatment? I got it. However its correct name is. I still remember the bliss! Nobody bothering me, nobody wants nothing, nobody talking shit or no shit. To this date I do not understand why some folks think the silence treatment is some sort of punishment 🙂 …. I loved it and I have fond memories of that time. Or these times. First time it happened I felt weird but then I remembered this very same silence was in my childhood home. Sometimes. But I remember it was just a few days because you can not really run a farm in silence. So the minimum words were something like that: “horses done?” or maybe just “mkmkm” as in “no”. Our people do not talk much anyway, so it did not feel awkward at all going days without any communication. I did have contacts outside home too, work and school for instance. Or even shop. That is why this silent situation went on for weeks and once even for three months! I took it like always needed vacation, chilled, had movienights alone, went to disco or for a beer, whatever I needed to be done I could do. Independent women were and are scary for men. I guess. I learned from childhood that if something needs to be done the way you want it to be done it is better just to do it yourself. This way it sure gets done the way you want AND it gets done more or less the time you need it. That is why I am not useless dandelion. Not only do I have to do all “women” stuff I also do all “man” stuff. I set up furniture, fix plumbing horrors in bathroom, set up electrical connections, can tell by the sound whats wrong with my car or its engine, build a house (3rd!!). I also do all the gardening and cooking and the desserts and baking for cafeteria. Also hairstylist. And seamstress. It all started out of need. Now I don’t even bother looking for help. Just pick up tools, find materials and do it. I like to have all things done in my terms. Can not stand ordering some plumber who comes and starts complaining about covernment instead of fixing the problem. Those bastards charge by hour. I know politicians suck big time, I sure don’t need to pay for listening this shit. 

So. Ok, I am impatient. I am fast minded and free. That is how I can just decide in the morning that I shall drive to home island and go to the restaurant there…. and back the next day maybe, maybe not. I love this freedom. You actually can not have this kind of “outbursts” if you are common 9 – 5 worker, employee. This status is the worst you can have. All capitalists and communists of course love to have a lot of workforce who have just about enough means to survive, work hard and have zero ability to break free from this vicious circle. They teach this stupid stuff in schools to, even today: learn good, become someone and work hard. Probably parents repeat this mantra also, as coming from the same vicious circle. I tell right the opposite. Plus they see that I don’t work like “normal” people. They know I run few businesses, they see I work hard but I do that on my own terms, they see I usually do not work from 9 – 5. The concept of work is pretty vague for the young people, or kids actually. I think I will have 2 more businesses soon, ran by me only partly because someone has to be legal age to open bank account at least and sign contracts or so. I will be silent partner. You will be notified if and when the businesses will take off 🙂

Found myself a new closing line.

CUNT!

C U Next Time!

What did you think, silly!

off to editing my book