So please everyone tell me I am going nutters and seeing things. Because it is too many coincidences to be just randomly piled up and thrown into my face now.

Jim Burtons new film, due in autumn, features a nasty figure played by Kate Winslet. And the trailer features one of my favourite songs from my favourite artist of all times, Harry Belafonte. Day-O, Banana song. Are you trying to tell me that’s a coincidence? Why was I not a cast of this movie? I am fluent in 5 languages and that includes Russian…. I don’t know if that is in the movie but why, why, why I was not summoned…. How now, can this song, be something used in a film? The song nobody knew. The song I sang years and years, day to day just like every other Belafontes song that I know by heart and was in my life since I was homeless. You know, Scarlet ribbons, hava nagila (the banned one now due to them squatters-jews running genocide in a country, oh, occupied by themselves?!?), Jamaica farewell…. That same song was idle for 40 if not 50 years. Now it’s again important? After I stated it in my blog here? After I wrote here about the few artists that kept me alive when I was homeless? Am I losing it or is somebody following my blog and taking bits from it into films? Tell me I am losing it. Hell, I needed that job. And I sure need the next job! I need to be that Russian speaking evil. Or slow one, blonde and a tad dumb, speaking Finnish. Or arrogant Estonian, the small and feisty. Anything!!! I can speak, in fact also Greek, Polish, French, Italian, if needed! Just give me a week!! Just last week I was searching for job in France and reading the ads, IN PLAIN FRENCH!!! And I understood everything. Yes, my pronounciation is probably nothing the real French would understand but I can learn fast. And my Russian is clean and very much without accent. Shame I was not cast for this. Shame. So I can still get to the next movie by Burton or Depp himself? Where to come for casting?

Am I delulu or is the next film going to feature something from Rammstein? Or another run of Belafonte? Pardon me, but I sure feel a tad off now after seeing the trailer of Burtons new movie. 

Hey, Johnny, the book draft I sent you, the things happening there are happening IN DEEP SOVIET OCCUPIED country, not Italy, not France. We still have the perfect apartments for the scenes, with all furniture and stuff intact for the last 40 years. I mean, they are kept like that for exactly all sorts of serials and films that require the backround to be from 1970s or 1980s. Just tell me I am going nuts and the new set is not what you were looking for in Italy?

That’s too bad to be true if you using my draft for film without me being part of it. I truly hope I am getting nuts in this case.

Really delulu here. Tell me I am off my rocker and the above is not the case. Because my story certainly needs me in it. 

Sorry for the short crazy yapping.

Stay warm and cool.